I am just happy!!!!!!!!!

That's all I can say, the Lord has filled my life with joy, and I am just overflowing with it! I can't wait for the next day, and on and on, cause my day will always start with the Lord, and that is the way it should be, and second to my God, is my love for my family, friends, and that special someone! All I can say Christian, is the sooner you give your life over to the Lord, the sooner a huge weight will be lifted from your shoulders! Thanks for reading and God bless!

Some things don't change!

Sometimes change is a scary thought, like moving to a new place, or getting married! There are some things that don't change no matter what!

Like when a loved one is away from home, the fact that you love them doesn't change, or when that night you both look at the same sky, and see the same moon, that will never change either! Or that you love your God, that will never change! When you have given your heart to the Lord, nothing will tear you from him, cause he is the one constant that sticks with you!

I like to think that the one I love can see the same sky I can from my house's drive way! Even when I wish he was here with me, I know the Lord is blessing us with an awesome sight! I am thankful for change in my life, that my heart has change, that my thoughts have changed for the better! My feelings for my family have changed for the better, and the Lord has brought someone to love me, that I just don't deserve! And that the Lord has given me a stronger conscience! This is change that is a wonderful thing that the Lord brings about!

And there are some things that you wish didn't change, but trust me, change is important! But so are those things in our life that won't change! I like to think that the Lord takes pleasure in seeing me, and the man he brought to me, looking at the same sky, and just having our breath taken away by his creation! That we dedicate our life to his service, and never want to be apart from him! This is the unchanging things that make life full of meaning! What would we do without the Lord's love, or the evidence of his majesty in his creation! What a blessing! Christian, my word to you is, change for the glory of God, and revel in the things that are unchanging! God bless you and thanks for reading!

What am I going to do?!

I have been having such a good week, but something is missing! And I know what it is! But how to deal with it until I get to see those people again?! I don't know! I am surrounded by my best friends, and yet I am lonely! Sad and true! I had such a good day yesterday, and yet I couldn't stop thinking of them! I know this post is a little random, but maybe righting down my thoughts will help me sort them! ha ha!

My cup over floweth!

It amazes me how much it brightens your day to start it with God! He is the first thing I think of in the morning, and the last thing I think of at night! I now find myself praying often, and find I have the strength I need for a difficult day when I look to the Lord for it!

And now I find myself becoming more patient, and thus I am getting along much better with my family! It gives my heart great joy that I find my little siblings want to sit in my lab, and give me a kiss and hug before I go to work!

The Lord has also brought love into my life, but I want so much to just keep my eye on the Lord this time, instead of cause my blessings to become idolized, which I no longer want to do that! I want the Lord to have the very center of my life, and he chooses to bless me, so be it, but he still will ever have the center!

I take no credit for what I have done right in my life, or my good reputation at work, or people's opinion of me! It is only because of the Lord that I stand here; alive, well, pure, and joyful in the Lord! I hope one day to hear from my God, the words, "Well done, my good and faithful servant!"

I firmly believe that anyone who doesn't have God in their life, is missing something very important and life changing, because it is only be the conviction of the heart that we do anything! And only the Lord's word convicts us to do anything of true value! I pray that you all have the joy of the Lord in your heart, and that you will always listen to his voice! Thanks for reading and God Bless!

Rain Drops Fall

The smell of a storm in the air,
The chill in the breeze,
And we outside have no time to spare,
Under the nearest shade we squeeze!

Rain drops fall!
Yes on everything in site!
And we can all hear the call,
That comes with the lightning light!

Rain drops fall in my hair,
They fall on the book in my hands,
But I love rain, so I don't care,
That I get covered wet in this liquid land!

The depression that comes with rain!
How gray the day does seem!
A strong emotion to hard to explain,
Until the sun, again, does beam!

Rain drops fall on my guitar,
They fall on the coat over my shoulder,
I really don't know where my affections are,
Things sure can't get any colder!

But the Lord still loves me,
No matter what gloom I recall,
When focused on Him how happy I can be,
Even, yes even when rain drops fall!

Being lonely!

Don't you just hate when your lonely?! Nothing makes you feel better, and in my case, I can be surrounded by people, and still be lonely! When I am lonely, I resort to talking to my dog, cause she always makes me smile!

But Christian, when we are lonely, this is an opportunity to talk with God! His presence can more than fill that empty space that's making you so lonely! Cause until you find a person to fill that space, you will be lonely!

But the Lord has more than enough love to go around! Trust me, when you find someone to give your love too, when they go some where and you don't see them for a long time, it will ache! That's why being able to get down on your knees, anytime, any place, is a wonderful blessing! The Lord wants us to talk to him, and when we don't, chances are, its just makes us more lonely! Cause Christian, our phone call connection with the Lord should never be dropped! Our phone is open, and the Lord is on the other end 24/7!

Yes, being lonely is ruff, but this is where the Lord uses out loneliness to his advantage! I pray that the next time you are lonely, you will just stop and pray, and reflect on all you have, and all the Lord has done for you, and just thank the Lord for your life! Cause, trust me Christian, none of us deserve eternal life! I hope you can walk away learning something from my experience! Thanks for reading and God Bless!

Who is that Lord?

I walk the road of lonely life,
I wish there was someone for me,
Who could relieve me of all my strife,
All I can say, is who can that someone be?

I pray both day and night,
For someone from the Lord,
That would love me with all his might,
And who was pure in thought and word!

The Lord holds me in his hand,
And he says, Be patient my child!
But its hard to be patient in this lonely land,
And my heart wants to run wild!

So I have given my love to God,
I say find me someone to give this too,
With patience my feet will be shod,
As I wait for the love of my life, you!

Today I stand in the hand of the Lord,
And in his other hand stands a young man,
And I cry, who is that Lord?
He says, this is who is in my plan!

I cry with joy!
As the man on the other side,
reaches his hand out with joy,
And says, Lord is this the one who will stand by my side?!

The Lord looks down with love and smiles,
Yes my children, I bless you together!
May you always look to me through life's miles,
And may you always honor and love one another!

God's plan is like no other,
His love for us is unbound,
Just like when he brought us together,
In God's love we are found!

It came softly....

The past three months have been a huge learning time for me! A time of spiritual strengthening, and the building of unexpected bridges.

After the loss of my first love, the depressing thoughts that I would never find that someone where constantly with me! It wasn't until I finally gave it over to the Lord, that I got slapped! I got down on my knees and said,"Lord, I am no longer going to "hunt" for the love of my life, I am going to just wait for you to bring that love to me, if it be your will! Amen!

Let me tell you, I didn't expect the Lord to answer my prayers so fast! Two weeks after this prayer the Lord brought someone wonderful into my life, but I didn't know it at the time!

I didn't understand why this person talked to me, or why we started emailing! I didn't understand when I started feeling for him! All I can say is I am grateful beyond words! So far I can feel God saying, "Yes he is the one!" I pray that God just continues to guide us in our special walk into a relationship! But I do know that it was all of a sudden that I loved this person! It came up on me so slowly, that I didn't even realize it! But I thank God over and over again! Who am I that I deserve this chance? I don't deserve anything I have, and definitely not this person, who I now love more than words can tell! Don't ask question about who, I just wanted to share my new found joy with you, my wonderful fellow bloggers! All I can say is my heart is filled with joy!

God has a plan that far out passes what our idea is, and then when we actually see God's plan, we are like, Why did I want to change everything, this is far better than anything I would have done! So the lesson for today is, "Stand still, and wait upon the Lord." He knows better, and if we just look to him, he will one day, if it is his will, bring your soul mate to you! And it may even scare you at how God's plan comes upon you! I know it wowed me! God bless you my fellow bloggers, and thanks for reading!