How do you pass the past?!

What can you do, when nagging deep within you is a love of the past, and it just won't fully go away?! How much you long to be rid of this agony, but at the same time, how much you want the past to be real again!

Is it a sign from God when the past just won't go away, or is Satan forever dangling it in your face?! You never truly know, until God shows you.

Everyday, I pray to God for his will, but is part of his will, my past?!

I can't fall down, knowing there is hope, neither can I stand up knowing its hopeless! But I know neither, so how shall I lie, or how shall I stand?!

So, I am sitting, not quite without hope, and not quite with it, just sitting, forever waiting for God's complete plan! For I know that God does not do anything without a purpose, and all I long for is the purpose, and plan of God! When will God stop hiding the truth from me?! When will I once again see what needs to be seen, and avoid those things which are evil?! I know only God himself can answer.

So, how do I sit, until I know whether the past is the future, or the past is forever lost?! Please help me Lord, for in my heart, I want to please you, in all that I do, show me the way, and I will not stray, forever in the pages of your living word! God bless!

And Finally, Part 6!

#6 Give yourself a thumbs up for a job well done! Gotta love fall chores! :D

Part 5

#5 Watch as the fire burns the leaves away to nothing but black and white ash! So cool! lol

Part 4

#4 Watch the leaves as they burn and burn, and enjoy the warmth at the same time! ( by now you are starting to smell like smoke, and have ashes on your hands and face! lol)

Part 3

Watch it as it smokes up the whole yard, not to mention your eyes! lol

Part 2

#2 Get a big pile of leaves to catch on fire! O fire, awesome! :D

Fall Chore I Love! Part 1

#1 Find a worker to rake leaves up, that doesn't mind getting gagged with smoke and ashes! (me) LOL!

Jackson Hole Bible College

I am finally on my last year of high school, and am now getting ready for my big step into adulthood!
I found a college that doesn't just look awesome, but fits my personality to a tee! :D
I am so very excited to be going I can't wait to have enough money for this! I wish money grew on trees! School has been going well, and God has really helped me become a more joyful young woman! I still can't get over the fact I am 18 now! Even more scary is the fact that in 2 years, I will be 20! :O My mom and dad don't even want to think about that! This college is in Wyoming, and every time I watch the video, it just makes me want to go all the more! :D Here is the link: http://www.jhbc.edu
Maybe you will even find this college worth the money! I never thought I would be this excited to go to college! I hope that all my blog followers and well, and I hope to continue to read your encouraging comments and notes! God bless all! <3

My Life Partner

What do you think of when you hear life partner? Husband, wife, friend? Depending on who you are, your answers with be different.

Have you even been lonely, or heart broken? In those moments its hard to keep steady, and continue to live life.

At times we believe that we will never have a loving friend, or partner. We believe that God has some how deprived us of what we want the most!

But it is so untrue! God gave us himself, to be both our lifetime partner and friend! He will love you more that you can ever expect from any person on earth. Cause God is capable of a deep love, one that fills your soul with joy, and your heart with songs of praise! It is only through God that we can continue on steady, even when our hearts ache for a partner in life! God is our partner, he will fill that empty spot in your heart forever!

Even when you do find your life partner, they will never take the place of God! For he is, and always will be our partner in life! All you have to do, is accept him! Thank you for reading! Love to all and God Bless! <3

Inner Beauty

In today's world, girls work so hard to look their best everyday, to attract guys, and impress everyone!
But no one thinks about what a girl is on the inside! For truly, the inside is who they truly are! No amount of flirting or good deeds is going to change that!
There is not one girl I know how doesn't constantly worry about her looks, including myself I admit! But us girl don't need to "hunt" for the man of our dreams, for God himself will make it possible for that special person to see who you are on the inside!
The wrong guy will fall in love with your outer beauty, while the right guy will fall in love with the girl on the inside! My first relationship taught me that, actions and beliefs and feelings mattered more than outward appearance! Cause as you grow in love, you will fall in love with them just as they are on the outside too!
So girls....keep your insides the priority, and God will help you with both the inside and the outside! Love to all! God bless! :D

The Apple of Someone's Eye

Are you the apple of someones eye? Seems strange to ask such a question, but seriously, who considers you to be everything to them? Your mom,dad,sister,brother,friend,boyfriend, or girlfriend? But sometimes we miss who we really should be longing to be the apple of of someones eye.

That is God! What does God think of you? Well, just so you know, you already are the apple of his eye! I doesn't matter whether or not you have him in your heart, he still loves you! He loved you so much he died for you, so that you might live eternally in Heaven.

For that, we should be willing to do no less than give our heart and soul to the one who gives us our every breath! God saves, is a statement you may have heard several times, but not until you accept Christ, can you truly understand how true that statement is! I am happy to say, that I am the apple of God's eye, not because I deserve it, but because he freely gave it, like when he freely gave his life for me! I love God, and the wonderful place on which we live!

So, live for God, and love the life you live! God bless, love you all! <3

I fell in love with Indiana! <3

I was extremely excited and nervous before my flight to Indiana to spend time with my best friend and sister in Christ, Amelia! I arrived and the fun began! I loved every minute I spent in the beautiful state of Indiana! And it wasn't just the trees and country side that made it beautiful, but friends and fellowship with God and man! I miss it already, but at the same time missed home and Minnesota weather! I missed my old friends, but at the same time made new ones! During my stay, we went fishing, we went to the creation museum AGAIN! Met my teacher Ron Dudek, which was a great blessing! And we went to Prairie Conner's, which is place where people are living in a set up like the 1800s, lots a good history to learn from that! I had a wonderful time, and at the same time, learned to benefit people with my light heart and happy spirit! My thoughts were with my friend that lived there, whom I will never see again, but my memories where happy ones. I wondered how they were, and where they were in their walk, and how life was going for them! I miss that person allot...but continue to cling the the promise that the Lord is with them! :) Hugs to all of the friends I left behind in Indiana! :) I also thank God for my safe travels, and the extra blessing that God gave me, I was moved to First Class in my last plane cause someone didn't show up for it! It was great! I thank God for my blessings and a great experience! I hope you all are still continuing to read my blog, I'll be on allot more now! :) <3